And Again

by Nola

Another death in my professional life. You’d think by now, six being the number, I’d be used to this routine. And although I deal with death every day of my professional life, it isn’t the same as dealing with A Death. A Death is personal; A Death is impacting; A Death is life-changing.

And this death is no different from the others of the Capital Letter-variety. And my life is thus changed again. Somehow, in time, I will see the positive of the change; the lessening of the sting of death; the strengthening of my own mettle.  But for now, and the near future, it will be a forced and feared change, a resisted change, a change only of reluctance and necessity.

And so, again, I am living just day to day. Until this death is one I can muster as well.

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